Yesterday i finally got out of the maze of people with problems...ie..the hospital. Last time i was here i was exhausted from nightmares and no slee and some other things. Why is it they seem to hit me all at once??? Im sorry f i ofended anyone by insults or whatever. I think i was mostly angry at myself so i took it from here to me! Messed myself up big time this time but i dont really care. Whats the damned point when it all comes back to this crap!!!??? I didnt eat while i was there and i didnt participate in all their little meetings. I didnt take the meds they gave me. so they said i couldnt get out !! so i played along with them to get out, Now im out!!!! Sorry to say its pretty much the same. Wierd...The anitdepressants they put me on were some of the ones that really didint work for me to start with....but im taking the shit !! Actually i want to go back to the hospital again. there i can not eat or take meds and just die there. I mean whats the point of "getting out" if out is just as bad or worse??? Anyways im sorry to anyone of you that i offended. One good thing being there was i got some sleep cause they injected me with some drug that made me sleep without seeing all the horror and crap.
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