I find it most helpful to distract my mind from the crippling thoughts of death hour by hour, By trying to help anyone else that I can. It's weird , cause I hate so deeply and hate almost the entire human species. But focusing on helping others keeps my mind focused.
I try and help everyone that I can usually even if I know they are going to screw me over. If I don't have someone to help i wallow in sadistic thoughts, and that just makes me meaner and more violent. It's hard to feel when the only feelings I comprehend are anger and hatred .
I try and help everyone that I can usually even if I know they are going to screw me over. If I don't have someone to help i wallow in sadistic thoughts, and that just makes me meaner and more violent. It's hard to feel when the only feelings I comprehend are anger and hatred .