Hour of Eternity I know the reason I hide myself, my mind, in your eyes Disgraced is all I believe in the hands of God, will I be recieved? My heart tells me it is a lie at the judgement gate, I will be denied My time on this earth so short such a waste..was full of hurt I cry And scream, what have I done? to be cast away from the Son "Your own fault", I listen as the whispers say "destroying yourself while other were there For You, And all you have done is brought them pain thats why you will never get in those heavenly gates Faith you lost it when it was tested most gave up.., blind you were for losing hope" Im sorry But what can I possibly do? "Nothing" they say, and the darkness inside grew What now? I asked my demons all around silence..my path, myself will have to be found Walking through nothing, I think i've been here before I then realize this is my heart, forever sore Where I am this nothing this closed black hole is me..merely me..my so called soul Alone, I am as I open my tear streaked eyes these nightmares..horrible but yet I know from which I cant hide Forever.. It felt like eternity in that place is that it? is nothing forever my fate?.. Time. I look to my clock at my side only an hour it was, only an hour had gone by More..I think as I breath a sigh and curl up again how many more to go? how many more eternal hours till the end?