So this point in my life, i'm feeling like i need to start cutting again. My gf will tell me that i shouldn't and give the cold shoulder, but she'll never really ask me how i'm doing, she'll tell me that i need help. I want to do it right now, she's @ work and i'm home alone. I haven't done it in so long, maybe just a tiny one? how about now? i have nothing to live for. I have no money to keep my gf happy, nothing to keep me going for the rest of the days...i dont' know what to do, one won't do anything would it? just one? how about now?