How am i going to cope with this day

[liveinhope]

I am really struggling today, well i have been for a while now, but today is going to be so hard, its chris,s funeral today at 11am, my son is in bits and i am finding it so hard to be the support he needs right now though god knows im trying to be. I have increased my meds again in the hope that i can feel a little better but i do wonder if i can go on with these thoughts and feeling for very much longer becouse i truely dont want to be here not a dramatic plea just an honest one will somebody please talk to me i truely am in trouble
Thank you for reading

 

[Dave_N]

Hi Patience. I know this is a difficult time right now for you and your family, but you have to try your best and be strong, especially for your son. I'm also expected to be the strong one in my family and it gets really hard at times. I hope Chris is with God now.

 

[Cath]

You're stronger than you think especially with all the stuff you have been through.
Here if you need to talk.
:hug:

 

[Terry]

"Son is in bits" Hang on to that and put all your energy and emotion into getting him thru :hug:
Lock yourself in a bathroom or bedroom and cry it all out then just concentrate on your son...hopefully this will get you thru this terrible day :hug:
When you can get time to yourself then find someone (in real life, or on msn or chat) and let it all go :hug:
You are not alone today.

 

[*dilligaf*]

Thinking of you hun

:hug:

 

[andyc68]

hi hun, i know how you feel, i've been to hell and back and last monday was my brothers funneral, it was a very bad day for me but i had to control my thoughts for the sake of my mum who was sobbing her eyes out.

my time to vent was when i got home alone.
you are strong hun and can thru this for your sons sake, sometimes we have to try to put our feelings aside for the sake of those we love.

take care

andy