How and Why

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by Darkness N Light, Nov 17, 2006.

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  1. Darkness N Light

    Darkness N Light Staff Alumni

    I see myself in the mirror
    I see the sadness in my eyes
    I cant keep it from showing
    I dont know how to hide it

    Why is this happening to me again
    Why am I thinking of you all the time
    I thought I was getting better
    Now it feels like I am right where I started

    I miss you every day
    I cry out for you in my sleep
    I dream about how you died
    Why did these come back to me?

    I see myself in t he mirror
    I see the sadness in my eyes
    I cant keep it from showing
    I dont know how to hide it

    You once were my world
    Now your up in heaven
    You took our daughter with you
    I never got to really hold her

    She died 20 minutes after being born
    She had your hair color
    She had your eyes
    I go to your grave and sit

    Why can I not just let go
    Why can I not just go on
    Why does it feel like I am suffocating
    Why do I still feel in shock

    How can I get over my anger
    How can I get over my sadness
    How can I get over my denial
    How can I live on without you

    I see myself in the mirror
    I see the sadness in my eyes
    I cant keep it from showing
    I dont know how to hide it
     
  2. theleastofthese

    theleastofthese SF Friend Staff Alumni

    (((Crystal)))

    I am sorry that you are going thru some hard and sad times.:sad: I wish you all the best and, if it helps any, know that I am here for you and love you much, my friend.:smile:

    lots of love and hugs,

    least
     
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    :hug: :hug: :hug:
     
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