I feel like crap all the time when I go out with my mom and sister. They are known to be better looking than me and strangers and family point that out in front of me. While Im there sulking in the corner, I feel like the ugly duckling with no personality. I use to be pretty but then my mom told me(when I was 11) that I would look better if my nose didnt look a certain way, then I started to fiddle with my nose. My nose became worse (cant describe how that I happened) but I kept touching my nose. Then I grew miserable and now my younger sister bloomed into swan while I grew up looking like crap, thanks to mom. I dont want to be jealous but I am, now I feel like Im unworthy and depressed. I feel so ugly. Should I leave this family? How can I feel better when there is no way for me to feel good about myself?