Hi everyone, I'm Chris. I have been suicidal the majority of my life and I keep going every day. Some days are better than others but on the whole, these last few years have been easier. I come to you today asking if there's anything you could suggest I do to support my wife. She has been really unstable lately due to her body dysphoria. I'm always here trying to support her but last night things took a turn for the worse and I'm just lost. I don't know how I can help her anymore. She refuses to acknowledge therapy as a way to help. I've suggested exercise, changing her diet, even doing it with her but nothing can keep her motivated to make the change she needs. Last night she begged me to help her kill herself. I tried to call 911, as there's literally nothing else I know I can do anymore but she threatened to say that I hurt her and have me arrested if I tried. She is very manipulative in her nature and sadly, I know they'd believe her. So unfortunately I don't think I can even call any services who know how to handle this. I myself had issues with my body amongst other things and so I know how she's feeling. I know the hopelessness but nothing I say can reassure her that it can be better. I was hoping maybe someone here could give me some advice on any other angles I could take to help her. She deserves much more than this but I feel like I'm out of my depth.