I am just a horrid person for it. Many will think this is odd, but I have completely fallen for someone I met online. We haven't met yet but I have shared and learned so much about him that I love him. I don't know if I am in love with him since we haven't met. I am horribly jealous when he talks to a few female friends on line. Its not all of them but a select few. I have ignored him, verbally attacked him and said good bye to him many times. That is not what I want but it is what I do. I don't know what to do. I have such a connection with him and I don't want to loose that. Any advice?