I am at a cross roads here. After dealing with certain issues in my life. I have come to hate myself more than ever. The details are a little to personal for a public thread. If you wish to PM me to help me figure out how to hate myself less I am more than willing to discuss that in the privacy. So I have a reasonably sound suicide plan. I need to know how I can keep myself from going through with it tonight. Every second that passes my life loses value. The people around me do not matter as I am sure the longer I am around them the more I hurt them. Right now killing myself seems like a favor to the world. How can I keep myself from doing it?