I'm at a point now where I can't even stand to be awake. I look around and see the majority of people my age having fine lives, 'cause they don't have to worry about the shit that I do. They just coast through everything, whilst I can't even bear to look at myself. I feel so cheated. I don't even have a chance to lead a decent life. What the fuck can I do to at least be able to get through a few more weeks? I don't have what I need to end it yet, so I'm pretty much forced to keep on going. I just cry 24 fucking 7.