Hi Everyone, I just introduce myself in the apposite section. I feel very very very bad right now. I don't know how to survive. Now, I try to explain my situation. Since I was a little girl, I always wanted to stay alone. I always loved it but now I just want to have people around me and I don't have any. Two months ago I also lost my job who was everything to me. Now I spent my days lock in my room and everything I do is cry and scream. I just want to have people who care about me and a job again. I feel so SAD, HURT and ALONE and everything I want is to find a situation, and start a new happy life. I just can't handle it anymore. I REALLY REALLY REALLY FEEL SUICIDAL. Thank you for your precious time. It means everything to me now. Sorry for my bad english but I'm italian.