How can it be that I had two relatively ‘good’ days....did so much yesterday...eye dr, exercise class, walked 3 miles, etc. yet today I wake up wanting to do away with myself? What does this all mean? I mean I haven’t even posted the last few days...that’s how good I felt. How does one live with these cyclical types of extreme feelings....working hard with my therapist and taking meds but what the hell? Anyone ever experience this.....