I've thought about suicide a lot, and the more I think the harder it is to commit suicide. I mean how could anything be greater then the fear of the unknown. I want to die, ande I don't fear the pain of dying, but what comes after death. When I seriously think about I get terrified and I no longer get solace when I think about suicide because my fear of death anxiety takes over. For those of you who are suicidal here is anyone else extremly afraid of what will come after death, or have you not thought about it seriously?