hi im feeling depressed right now and its not unusual because i go into depressed "phases" ever so often. the reason is atm because i just cant cope. i just cant deal with my life. im a student but i have no money and i have lots to pay for which i cant afford. i just cant deal with my school right now. Their attitudes and mentalities have beaten me. i started there feeling confident and bright, but after a year of their drilling away i am now thick (theyve actually told me i am) and the stupidest person in all my classes. I feel bullied by a teacher who singles me out in class and makes everyone pity me and laugh at my stupididty. I dont want to die. i just want my family and friends realise how bad im feeling. i tried to talk to my mum about it, but she walked out of the room and didnt respond, just ignored me. i cant go on like this much more but there is no alternative. i cant leave, my parents pay to much for my education, i have nothin to do if i do leave. no one seems to realise how awful i feel and i just dont know what to do.