I'd like to believe that there are people with much greater intelligence than I, and so I like to believe in many of their sayings. A wise man once said "ignorance is bliss" and I'd like to believe that true, but I cannot be ignorant of all things. Another wise man once said that to be happy you must live without regrets. What can I do if I regret everything I have ever done and ever will do? People do NOT change. This is a proven fact. Human nature may be different from person to person, but it does not change at any given point. I may become happy for a trial period, but I know I do not change, and eventually, I will and do become depressed again. I always wish not that I could die, but never have been created. I hate what I am and what I will become. I hate every person and what they can become. I do not wish on death, I wish on satisfaction that I will never find.