How could he...

Discussion in 'Domestic Abuse' started by Ravenwing, Jan 20, 2011.

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  1. Ravenwing

    Ravenwing Well-Known Member

    How could he do the things he did to me? Say the things he said? Surely no decent human being does that to someone they have professed love for? :blub: How could he let his friends do what they did? Aren't you supposed to protect the people you love?

    I escaped five years ago. Yet every time I close my eyes I can see him. Will this never stop?
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I am so sorry these terrible people hurt you and i don't know or understand how people can be so dam cruel. It can stop wtih therapy you can get the control back please reach out and get some help okay PtSD therapy a specialist who just deals with trauma he or she can help you heal hugs
  3. Ravenwing

    Ravenwing Well-Known Member

    Thank you.

    I am referring to my ex husband. He abused me in ever possible way throughout our 15 year marriage. This included letting four of his friends gang rape me. I still want to vomit when I think about it.

    My Psychiatrist is aware and he said he wanted to try and get my mood under control before anything else was attempted.
  4. hollowvoice

    hollowvoice Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    hi ravenwing glad you escaped this hell
    no one deserves this
    hope you get to the point your thoughts move on
    i think you will you sound strong getting out of the hell you were in
  5. Ravenwing

    Ravenwing Well-Known Member

    Thank you. I was very lucky at the time to have the support of two incredible friends with out whom I would never have got away. I still feel dirty. I can scrub my skin till its raw and I dtill feel their touch. But I have to try and get rid of that. I just don't know if I can.
  6. Nima

    Nima Well-Known Member

    I am also sorry for what they did to you. I don't think that your BF/Husband really cared about you if they let his friends do what they did to you. You need a Therapist someone who is going to help you get through this Traumatizing experience. I really feel bad for what you went through
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