A while ago i contacted a female friend on the social networking site myspace. our friendship broke down a long time ago and we haven't spoken in over a year. we were so close she said i was like a brother to her once. recently i upset her deeply in a message, her grndfather has died, some other woman is trying to interfere in her current relationship, shes gone through a lot lately. she deleted me from her friends list and i dont know if i should try adding her again. ive often felt depressed and had suicidal thoughts but thankfully never acted on them. i never told her, but i need her support more than anyone else. what the hell do i do? if i asked her i think she would but now imtoo scared to ask I took that burns checklist to calculate my depression i got 60. Severely depressed. im only 20!!!!hmy: i thought i was just sad sometimes because sometimes i am happy but now i dont know whether to believe that. Does anyone know if its accurate?