Hi, so.. Uhm this is my first post on here. Idk where to start really. I have a story like everyone else on here but its long and honestly doesn't seem bad enough to justify my feelings over the past 3 years. Does anyone else feel like they've lost the ability to feel anymore? Happy. Sad. Just anything really. I used to be so joyful and full of life and now I find it hard to express any feelings anymore. I literally think about the facial expression im making when conversating, trying to fake something that would make sense, but its lifeless and has nothing real behind it. I'm the most mundane mono tone piece of shit I know. I'm always thinking to the point that I wish I could just stop thinking entirely. The only think I genuinely look forward to is sleeping so I can stop thinking for a while, but even when I'm passed out my fucked up thoughts manifest themselves into fucked up dreams. I can't escape this.