I will never be good enough, so it really would be best if I wasn't here anymore. I have decided how I want to kill myself but I can't do it because of my family. My Mum would probably do herself in too, and it would destroy my Dad and sisters. My friends would be fine. How do I explain to my family and counsellor that it's what I want? Is there any way I can do this with it being ok for the one's I leave behind?