Im not a very outgoing person and havent had a friend or anyone to talk to for about a year and a half and its killing me literally. I dont exercise, i never leave the house apart from when i have to work, i eat shit food every day, i havent bought new clothes in ages because the only time i leave the house is if i need to go to work. im just so lonely all i want is for someone to talk about stupid stuff like tv programs and stuff. You guys are all my friends and your really cool but the lack of interaction with other people is making me really sad, i feel like crying every time i see two people holding hands. Is there stuff online you can read to get confidence, or do i need to talk to a doctor, maybe someone here has advice on what i should do (i know all that "be yourself" stuff, i tried and it doesnt work.) i might take a holiday soon and get my hair cut and maybe get some new clothes and stuff, i might even pluck up the courage to visit the doctors. I just really need help to learn how to fit in, i dont want to be like this anymore, sometimes my mind leaves me and doing shit stuff feels like a good idea and im sorry if ive said stuff on here thats hurt peoples feelings.