How do I get out to see my old friends more? I am lost. I've become recluse and avoid interactions. Then I stick iPod in my ears listening to downloaded audio books in large portions of my spare time. I work the minimum amount to get by and break even. My soul for vibrancy feels like it's dead lots of time. Food tastes less good than before. I bounce back and forth between "I CAN DO IT, WHATEVER IT IS" to "I FEEL LIKE AND AM CRAP". I spend significantly more time in the latter, and just claw out to the positive in brief bursts. Randomly. I feel like my social network has collapsed and I've orchestrated it. I've been a shy guy most my life. A year ago a positive role model in my life and I split ways, we both outgrew our shared job together, we we're both getting sick there. Without this shining role model I feel I'll never recover.
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