She may live 3 time zones away and we may have met on a computer game but she was my first love. We met last year and started going out last september. We didn't have a formal break up it was more like she stopped talking to me deleted me from her myspace friends and wouldn't have anything to do with me. That was march or april and everyone has just told me "time will heal all wounds" or flat out say "just get over her." How do I just get over my first love the reason I'm alive today? I can't count how many times I didn't kill myself just because I had her or how many times shes talked me out of it. She could calm me down when I was at my worst staring at how I was gunna do it. NOBODY else at the time could do that everyone else had to use force to keep me alive. Now I feel like I'm falling for another girl she knows I'm in hell trying to get my ex out of my mind. I know it wouldn't be fair to the girl I'm falling for to have me like I am now so I refuse to ask her out till I can stop thinking of my ex. So 7 or 8 months later the "wounds" still feel like they did the first day how do I move on if time won't help me? Believe me I'm trying to get over her I want to move on and find happiness but I need some help.