basically i am at college 8 hours away and turned off my phone and never went on aim or anything for a week to cut all contact from people because i was so depressed that i didnt want to be bothered with other people. After smokin some weed and writing a song now i feel a lot better than before. people have left voicemails pretending to be worried about me. I didnt care about my moms voicemails but there was one where my dad was crying and said he couldnt sleep....i think everyone knew what i was up to since they saw my suicidal tendencies when i was 11. After hearing my dads voicemail it just ruined my apetite....he was the one who took care of me and raised me and invested all of his hard earned fuckin money on me after the divorced. plus he is paying my college tuition which i am failing at by the way, it made me feel like shit. i told myself not to listen to my voicemails because i knew it would make me sad and it did. but anyway, how do i talk to my parents now? they are gonna be asking me whats wrong etc. and i really dont want to tell them anything at all...what should i say?