How do i keep carrying on

Everyday the same thing no job everyone wanting to take from me and the repetitiveness of the day dealing with constant pain. I'm so sick of my shitty life. I don't socialise because everyone wants to talk about their selves and no one wants to hear anything i have to say. I wonder why i'm still here.

I cry and get angry with myself but i want it all to end and the urge to do so comes in strong waves i have made so many plans for a quick exit and i feel scared too often.

 

Hi hun you reach out for support like you are doing here hun that is how you carry on. You don't fight the battle alone okay Keep talking to us keep posting Talk to your doctor about how you are feeling too okay see what help your doc can provide for you hug s to you

 

talk to us, we are here for you, let us help you as much as we can.

 

Thank you Total eclipse and Sardaukar for your replies the things like that help me feel not so alone and helpless.