I think I am a completely normal person and I never had an psychotic behavior. I am easily angered, but I've gone to therapy for that. I've been dating my boyfriend for a couple years now and about two months ago we got into a fight that left me in a compromising position. I am completely aware that I acted out of line and I went to counseling to talk about what happened. During this fight my boyfriend got upset with me because of something I said and it escalated to him making a huge scene and screaming that he wanted to go home. I tried to calm him down so that he wouldn't go home and do something stupid, but that didn't work. I ended up getting worked up and he pushed me so I pushed him back and at one point I accidentally scratched his neck. I called him a couple times when he was home but he had gone home to his parents and wasn't paying attention to me. My next reaction was completely irrational which was I changed his email password so I could get his attention. It did, but obviously wasn't good. My boyfriend had previously been abusive to me and hit me a few times so I don't know if that is what triggered this behavior. I know what I did was wrong and I have not done anything like that before or after. His mother went around telling people I was crazy and happy that we weren't dating anymore and she showed people the pictures of his scratch. She also told people that he wanted to get a restraining order. Now everyone thinks I'm psycho and crazy and nobody likes me at home. It really depresses me. I am still dating my boyfriend, but he hasn't told anyone because he's scared that his parents will freak out (even though he is 19 years old.) I just feel disrespected by his mother because she stooped to a high school level when I kept my mouth shut about everything her son had done to me so I wouldn't ruin his reputation. Now that everyone is calling me crazy and I lost all my friends I don't know how to get over these things or ignore them. Before anyone calls my psycho, know that I am aware that my behavior was COMPLETELY IRRATIONAL. So please, help me out rather than slander me like everyone else has been.