I have no motivation to do anything. No one has ever liked me. I haven't had a friend in ten years and no girl has ever expressed interest in me. This torturous existence hasn't made me stronger, just angrier... and angrier. And every negative comment I receive here amplifies the intensity of my infuriation. I am a walking time bomb, ready to explode. I have lost interest in everything except exacting revenge before taking my own life once and for all. Years of pent-up frustration is ready to be unleashed and I don't give a shit, for I have nothing to lose.