I'm just so sick and tired of everything. Fake people. Attention seeking family members. Being jobless. Dealing with rude interviewers, insufferable friends and relatives. Being sexually harassed by my former boss. I am 33 right now -- when I think about another week to go .. a month, a year or even 3 years from now, I get a very nauseated feeling -- it just makes me very tempted to just end it all. It's a struggle everyday. It pains me to the point of tears. Emotionally, that is. The only thing stopping me from doing something stupid is the fear of pain (yes I know, I am so pathetic), and the thought of my father being alone. So yeah, I just wonder how do people deal with this (feelings and thoughts of suicide) everyday.