How do people fight this shit?

Nothing will drown out anything in my head. I must be much weaker than the average. I'm going insane. There's nothing I can do and I'll be damned if I haven't been trying, hard, for more than a decade.

Fuck me. I want to get out of me.

 

i'm sorry you're feeling like this hun :hug: i know it's hard when you want to drown all the bad thoughts out or when things just get too much to handle, but even though it may not seem worth it right now, it's best to hold on :hug: do you have someone you can talk to about it? if you want you can PM me any time you want :smile: thinking of you.
triggs xx

 

really know what your talking about my brain never shuts down. if you feel suicidal please call crisis line or hospital they will get you the help you deserve. the medication and councilling you deserve. please don't try to fight this on your own call for help okay

 

I do know how this feels, to never feel you can escape your own mind. It can be quite a trapping feeling, not pleasant. Have you tried talking to someone? A doctor maybe. They could help with advice on how to ignore or mute/muffle your brain? :hug:

 

nevermind

thanks for your words, guys.

 

We handle it because we can't not handle it. Every dreaded moment comes to pass, it's then lost. Every crisis ends because it has to. "Life goes on", whether you want it to or not.

 

Nevermind again. My head's so fucking far up my ass that I'm staring at my organs.

 

Are you watching your stomach heal? That'd be fairly interesting, I think.

Also: I'm around, blah, blah, blah, etc, etc. Hope you feel better soon, even if it's only a little bit. :hug:

 

God you are having a bad time with the mind shit I am too i hate it i just tell my mind to shut the fffff up because i am tired of all the shit it is telling me
Try it sometimes it works or else a go to private diary and write all the shit down my brain is saying then i respond to it like i am talking to myself. CRAZY yes i am a bit but it works because i can tell myself i have had enough BS so shut the hell up and it does work. Glad you can vent here let it all out i say I hope you are feeling a little better today just hang in there okay you can do it.