what things make you feel worse? do people understand how dangerous it can be? do you feel belittled by people, lets say if they have no history of serious abuse, show little interest in your life, talking complete bullshit? can that be a trigger? do you get ""aggressive,"" start yelling and shouting, and how do people react? is it me, or am i the only person who is completely alone offline in dealing with this? i thought my last therapist would help me but all she helped me was "control" what she didn't get was that was making me worse,-she took ALL credit of my wellbeing to keep myself out of crisis, on herself, and she didn't want to deal with the painful issues that were too risky, skating around a crisis can help so much, but that's about it. i found myself drinking, and when i presented this to her, her reaction was so fucking offensive i had to leave.