I know there are vetran members on here, and people who have been suicidal most of thier life - I just want to know how you guys do it!? I've wanted to kill myself for about 4, going on 5 years now. It feels like I can't do it anymore. I'm drained of energy, of my will to fight. Everyday of every hour or every minute I struggle not to just end it all. I don't know what's stoping me now, I just know it can't go on like this. What drives you guys? Where do you get your strength from? How could these feeling possible go on for years and years?