Hi All Merry Christmas and hope you all have a Merry New Year! I am on a cross road now not knowing which road to take whether it is the right one or the wrong one. My life has always been cursed and rubbish (I even hate it but I like myself?) but I can now see a glimmer of hope the only thing is that I am still stuck between life and death and dont seem to be able to make any improvements with my life especially with my hygene as it seems to have gone down hill alot. I suppose I was just wondering how you would go about choosing life or death?? so it would stick in your mind and your mind would agree with the decision. Also success stories on how you were able to choose between life and death would be great to please.