I dont even know where to begin, I am not really shy, but for some strange reason, I do not have any interest, or ability to talk to people(!). No its been so long that I have talked so I feel I cant say any sentence anymore without problems...so I know if I had lived a long life it would be completely by myself...but anyway how do you cope with loneliness? Do you try to make contact or conversations with anyone? Do you have any hope at all? What do you do all day? For me its walking, PC, xbox, walking, PC, xbox and sleeping...hmmm, interesting and awesome life yeah!:sparkle: