So I used to harm myself, last time was like 1,5-2 years ago. But the scars are still really noticeble. And its getting hotter, the summer is coming. People start wearing less covered clothesand i always walk around like its still winter. This year it will be a more confronted problem since im more socialised now (im not at home constantly anymore >.< going to school etc). Last week was a hot week and I already got questions and comments about it, if i wasnt dying, werent hot, crazy with that sweater on. So I was wondering how everyone else is dealing with that. Because atm I can only call myself an idiot, I regret it so much. Its also going to a point, I cant understand why I ever quit, if it still effects my life so much. But I probly am whining more about it because theres a guy I like and he says he likes me and I dont know what to do with the fact that I am covered with scars caused by selfinjury.