with friends getting boyfriends/girlfriends, while you're still single your entire life, and no one seems interested? I get so jealous, and I am so jealous, and just last night one of my friends got her first kiss, and I still haven't had mine. I hate feeling like this, and I should be happy for them, but I'm not, because they keep throwing me under the rug and telling me I'm not pretty on the inside, but I think it's just because I'm sick. I want someone to make me feel good about myself too. I'm tired of being left out and alone.