I really went hard on this guy the other night. Things are just soooo hard right now with the end of my summer course and of course all the other drama in my life, so I have a tendency to act out. I acted totally crazy, but I am just soooo self-conscious and jealous. Anyway, I am so embarrassed by my behavior. I thought he was ignoring me so I texted him a bunch of stuff. Then we chatted and I took a comment of his totally out of context. How do I get him to forgive me? Should I let him chill out for about a week then I apologize? Maybe if I immediately do it, it will not seem sincere. The problem is that this is not the first time I have acted this way. I really don't want to do it again. At the same time, I want to promise him I won't act like that again, but I am not sure I can keep my promise. He really means a lot to me and he has put up with so much. I feel like this was the last time.