In the past I've been lied to. Been told people don't have feelings for people when they do. Been told people love me when they don't. Been told there is nothing going on where there is. I'm in a relationship with a man I love. Totally adore. And deep down I believe he loves me too. So why am I so insecure? I can't stand it. The not believing. The having to ask every couple of days if he loves me, and wants to be with me. The crying. The not being able to believe what I *know* is true. When we are together it's fine .. but it's when I'm alone. The insecurities come back. I need to sort this out before I lose him. He doesn't deserve what I put him through. He deserves so much more. Any ideas? Anyone?