Just wondering, how do you tell the people around you that you feel this way? Its easy to tell you assholes here because I dont know you or give a shit about any of you or what you think about me. It took me 12 years to tell my mum I was depressed, and she asked me if I ever feel like killing myself, and I lied and told her no, I was just unhappy. But everyday I want to end it. I just dont know how to tell her without freaking her out or hurting her.