I don't know if I'm in denial, or maybe I refuse to believe it. Where I was raised, I was raised to believe that mental illnesses didn't exist, so having these feelings for the past couple of years I'm not sure if there just feelings, or if I really am depressed. I can't speak to no one about it, because no one, it seems understands..Family, friends, they all think I'm just crazy, or that I'm just making it up. I don't speak about it much, but... I just don't know what else to do... It seems that talking just doesn't work anymore.