How do you live every day like it is your last?

[nicesinging1]

One of the criticisms I get from people is that I don't take life seriously and do not work hard enough. I took that advice to heart and have been trying to change myself for the past several yrs. But it is not easy because I already have my hands full battling severe depression and an addiction.
Despite my personal issues, I still want to reach my full potential and be the best person that I can be. I may not become a CEO, star athlete, celebrity, but as long as I do my best day in, day out and make the most out of my life, I would be happy.
I really want to live every day like it is my last. I want to try relentlessly, with undying determination, tenacity to reach my dreams and make the most out of my life. I have so many doubters around me and want to prove them wrong. I really want to carry my words into action, not saying them in vain.
How can I control my mindset and live every day like it is my last so even if I die tomorrow, I will leave the world without any regrets?
Thanks in advance for any insights.

-Hank-

 

[walnut joyride]

On some mornings, I pray until the whispering of leprechauns fills my ears. Their wise voices guide me onwards to a day of wonderment and adventure. Other times, the music of the inspirational Mark Gormley, disciple of Jimi Hendrix, awakens the power of dreams and love to show me the path of destiny.

 

[aoeu]

I currently live HOPING every day is my last, though I'm usually disappointed... Basically it involves shirking all responsibilities and passing the time until I'm able to sleep again.