I was abused on and off by a lot of different men from the time I was 7 to 17. I'm 21 now and dealing with horrible post problems. Everytime I get into a relationship I mess it up by being crazy. I push them away because I'm so needy but at the same time so hostile. It's hard to trust people, and intimacy is so hard for me, it's so awkward. So I'm wondering what are some of things you guys do to try to make your relationships seem as normal as possible?