i keep being told i need to move on with my life, but how? i have always been a loner to a certain point, crazy but when i am in a relationship i enjoy having time and space to myself yet i don't like the prospect of being alone. i have always had a low self esteem, never thought i was good enough for anybody, you know how it is. i have only a couple of friends and i don't want to bother them all the time. my family lives miles away . so i am all alone this weekend with nothing to do, no where to go and no one to see and i hate this. this is how it will be, just me alone with my thoughts, my demons. how can i move on when i have to go through this loneliness period first, i am so mixed up and anxious, i just want to be happy again and not feel like this.