The night before last, I sort of attempted to die...I say sort of because I only did enough to leave it up to fate. I knew I might wake up, I might not. Now I'm still here and I'm not sure how to cope with what I've done. I keep wanting to talk to my wife about it, she doesn't know, but she's not safe to talk to right now, it feels like she's been looking for reasons to fight. I can't really get mad at her, I'm no better, but I just don't feel safe. If anyone out there has attempted suicide and is still here, how do you cope with those feelings? I'm feeling shock, shame, fear, and yes, a little regret that I failed. I'm such a mess right now, physically as well because of what I did to myself, I'm hurting and I feel like I just have nowhere to go from here. I'm lost.