I don't know how to stop the overwhelming sadness. I've been through a hospitalization, php, attempt, therapy, psychiatrist, diagnosis is depression but I am in constant emotional turmoil with certain triggers. I have children so feel like a horrible mom but it is so hard to function. The meds help to a degree. There's just constant emotional turmoil inside me. And only people in treatment or on forums such as this understand. Dying is not an option but this is not living.