Hey, this is Ryan. I'm on my brothers account again talking. When I was in a state of depression, I almost committed suicide at school, but then someone called me to the councilors. It was about my self abuse problems. She asked what was wrong with me, and I didn't say anything. The truth is when I have been molested/raped 3 times and my parents abuse me horribly. I found out the person that told the councilor I was doing this, and her name is Madeline. She had tried to talk to me before but I said I didn't want to. After school that day she said i need to talk to someone about my problems. I told her to mind her own business and fuck off. I don't know how to tell her about my secrets. About how I have been being abused my whole life. How do I do this?