Yeah, thats not going to happen. Talking was a one time thing, quite possibly the worst thing I ever did. Denial's good, but doesnt really work as well with where I'm living, harder to forget. Isnt there a way of just erasing memories or just not caring about it anymore somehow?
Ok, well if anyone has any suggestions which don't involve talking or preferably thinking then that'd be great. I intend to start the new yr positively and could do without dwelling on memories, being scared etc. I know, couldnt we all, but maybe theres summat I havent thought of, hence the asking.