I use to try, but I cant be bothered trying anymore. It takes too much effort...
If I feel happy, I feel happy...if I feel like shit, depressed, or in one of those "death modes" as I call them...then thats how it is..
Its a pity it effects other people to a degree, but I cant be bothered trying to hide it anymore.
Even though ill be starting to get treatment soon...nothing in reality has improved at all, in fact its getting worse. I hope the psych can lead me in the right direction...because it really is my last hope.
It is possible, but not really worth it.
I've been pretending to be fine for 5-6 years, and now it's hard to stop.
Having trouble saying that I'm not fine to my best friends, so they never know if I need support. :sad: