I find it hard to talk to my friends about many things/thought in my life. I have some benefits to talk to a therapist due to a layoff at work last year. The problem I find is as I look down the list of therapist the list list shrinks due to those who I would feel comfortable talking to (women vs. men...etc.) Has I look at the therapists profiles the list shrinks even further. I don't think I am racist, but since I live in a very diverse community I do think I need to talk to someone who speaks English. So I have called several of the therapists that I have narrowed the list down to that specialize in the topics that I would like to discuss (depression, money, sexuality issues, death, suicide, grief...etc) None of the people I have called have any openings. I just no longer know what to do... any advise? ... I'm not sure if this in the right forum so if any of the mods need to move this please do so.