It's not a philosophical question, rather a serious one - how does one go through life without anyone loving him back? At my age, having had no success with women, I feel like its too late. I can't simply walk up to someone and ask her out. That skill should have been developed twenty years ago. How exactly am I supposed to move one when people younger than me are having kids and the like? People are already talking about me like I'm a freak and i think they're right. I just feel so un-deserving of anything good in life. People who simply have looks and nothing else get everything they want and I'm so ugly that my only option is to buy love. Everyone I know says I'm really nice but no woman wants to be with me or even be seen with me. I just tried this weekend to go out with this girl I met online and when she saw me in real life, she almost puked. The "date" was over in 20 minutes. Just venting... thanks for listening.