I have heart problems brought on by smoking and drinking too much over the years. Mostly smoking. Weed and cigarettes. A pounding heartbeat most of the time. I'm seeing a cardiologist in a couple of weeks. Ended up in hospital a couple of times. I've not stopped smoking. I should have done over 2 months ago. I don't know how serious it is. My chest pains are pretty constant and my heartbeat seems pretty irregular. When I was 8 my "stupid streak" caused me to smash my face on a marble block. Knocked teeth out, cracked my gums and broke my nose. My mouth and palate are re-inforced and I had major facial surgery to cure a growth defect in my nose. Had my whole septum replaced at 16. In and out of hospital because of it beteen 9 and 16. Constant operations and "medical supervision." Due again to my "stupid streak" a 4 day long drug bender caused me to pass out and fall face first onto the floor. That was 6 years ago. Little did I know I'd caused a slow building, recurring infection since then. Pretty much the front of my face feels un-natural all of the time. My sense of taste is affected. I'm so conscious of it all the time yet its bareky noticeable. I can feel every bit of whatever material is in my mouth though. I'm a bit of a sugar addict to so, despite brushing a LOT it has took its toll on the other teeth. I'm missing parts of too many teeth to mention. Last year my inner rage caused me to smash my left hand against my solid wood bedroom door. I didn't feel a thing for 4 hours, was laughing and joking about it. With one punch I'd broken the lower bone of my hand in 3 places, dislocated my little finger almost all the way round, shattered one knuckle and cracked another. I'm right handed but play a lot of guitar. The last thought in my head before I did it was "left hand would do more damage." It was touch and go whether I would be able to play guitar properly afterwards. Fortunately I can, the other seems unthinkable. I don't know why I would pre-meditate such a thing though really. Got scars and that. In a way I don't mind any of it though.